Fuck.

Seeing all of my friends live their lives, graduating college, getting jobs they’ve always wanted, having that special someone in their life makes me think. What the hell am I doing with mine. I work at a dead end job, wasting away my youth because I’m too depressed most days to do anything for myself. I brought this upon myself and it’s time to start climbing out of this massive hole that I’ve firmly planted myself in. Getting accepted back into college today made me realize this is my last and only shot to ever make anything of myself. I need to take this head on and go somewhere. I want to make myself happy more than anything, and god dammit I’m going to.